I remember not long ago, I was thinking, "Gosh, Block tests are coming. I had better start doing some work..." Now, I'm thinking, "Gosh, Block tests are commencing tomorrow... I had better..." And I don't know how to continue after that.
I am tired.
Really tired.
I don't want to continue fighting anymore. And yet everyday, I go to class and see all of my classmates, each one of them being a fighter. And I ask myself, have I done enough? I think I have, honestly, but there's just this insecurity in me, telling me that perhaps I could have read the textbooks a few more times, go through the facts in my head a few more times... My mind says that, but my heart says "don't worry, you're prepared..."
I don't know what to do, but I know that reality is what it is, and no matter what, I've got to face tomorrow's tests, and those on the day after tomorrow, and those on the many other tomorrows waiting to come.
So to all of my dear friends, fretting over tests, stressing over subjects, crying over results, you're not alone. Reality is harsh, but that's the only way to bring out the best in us, for that's the only thing we have right now.
Maybe if we could take things more lightly, maybe if we could get over things faster, maybe if we could find genuine joy in whatever we do...
But that's only "Maybe"...
So here's a little something that Claud told me, in that very special blog post... And here's to all of us, cuz we're in this together. :)
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