Blessed

Well, so LSC week is now over, and everyone is back, healthy and happy, and even people who dreaded OBS came back with smiley faces and accomplished hearts&minds. And those who didn't go for OBS enjoyed themselves too, whether it's Sibu, or Sec 1 LSC.

Honestly, I'm still quite bitter about this thing, especially since this respiratory tract infection hasn't gone away and it's adversely affecting other parts of me that are already not in the best of shape. And the haze... OMG do I even need to elaborate on the haze.. Those with breathing problems, or respiratory problems like me will know the real pain...

Ok enough of  "OMG-the-world-sucks-and-my-life-sucks". Actually it isn't that bad... I mean at least I had more time to complete my work and catch up with everything, given how many lessons I missed cuz of hospital appointments... And you know, Ms Chua always said to count my blessings, and you know, last night I really tried to count them. Seriously. I took out a pen and a piece of paper, and wrote down everything that I am lucky and fortunate enough to have. Laugh if you want to, but really, it works. (See Ms Chua is just so perfect, everything she says makes perfect sense <3) And for one moment, I felt like the luckiest person in the world, and given how often I feel happy about my life, that moment was seriously "once-in-a-blue-moon", and to be honest, it felt really really good.

You know, thinking about it, I have so much, SO MUCH to smile, laugh, and feel blessed about. Really, I mean just look at the people around me, and maybe life will always have its flaws, and everyone will have their fair share of "why-does-my-life-suck-so-much" moments, but maybe if I could go back to that moment, and literally count my blessings, whether or not it's with a piece of paper, maybe, just maybe, I'll feel this blessed all over again. And sometimes, maybe blessings are not just what we think...

(Haha, for those who know it, I think this is quite ironically funny... ><)