Tuesday, 20 May 2014

Just writing...

To be honest, I'm just writing this because today when I casually told Shing that I haven't exactly updated in a long long time, she told me to just write about whatever I feel. And that's exactly what I'm gonna do, or at least try to do.

Now that the Mid-Year Examinations are over, half a year is over too. Can you believe it? Cuz I really can't!!! People always say time flies, but really, you never know how true it is until  you go through all the good and the bad, and stop for one moment in time and turn around. And there it is, right behind you, all the happiness and the pain.

And isn't it so scary yet so wonderful when you realise how much you've accomplished? And how much you've grown? KX was right when she said that she felt she was outdoing herself every day. And really, it's so true. I'm sure in the beginning of the year having one quiz a day was already rather frightening. Now we're juggling 4 quizzes a day and practicals and time trials and all sorts of other things in a matter of a few days and you know what? I'm really proud of all of us.

Though of course, I could have done better in all of the above, but really, who cares about how I did? That's not the point. The point is, that I've battled all of that and came out alive. Stronger and better, maybe even... And if there's one thing that I could confidently point out as my highlight of the past half a year, really, it would be that I've learnt to see what's really important, what's the real point of doing things. And I'm completely grateful to those (especially Ms Chua <3) who have took the problem away from my face to let me see so much more of the world. (Thanks KX for the slaps in my face... XD)

And I don't know how the other half of the year will turn out, but you know what? I'm not scared, for once, and actually I'm kinda excited. It won't be easy, definitely (I mean come on, since when was life easy???), but I know we'll all get through it!!! So that's a hopeful beginning, and let's hope that I'll still have a hopeful ending. :)

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