Doctors

Hello darling, so we had a long pep talk today, and I must say, it was really good. I mean like, it really made me think about some of the things that I told you :)

You know, life is just the way it is, and the difference lies between you loving it, or hating it. Actually, either way, you will have to go through life, so hating it just makes it more difficult for yourself to get through every day. But of course, you would say, what if I ended it? Well I don't know, but I don't think about things like that, and I told you why. So you know what keeps me going with a smile, regardless genuine or not, to walk through the hailstorms that life creates for us.

And you know what? You should find that "doctor" in yourself. Find that doctor that will heal you when you're hurt, comfort you when you're disappointed, and support you whenever you need it. I'm pretty sure you know why I titled this post "Doctors"... :p

I just want you to be your own doctor. Do what your "doctor" tells you to, not what your parents tell you to. :) I mean of course your parents want the best for you, but you see, this is your life, your future, and it's your decisions that shape who you are gonna be. :)

It's still early, and we've all got many decades to go, so you'll find out about yourself, and many things will definitely change so just be patient and give yourself time to see yourself. And like I told you, I believe that God created everyone of us because He knows that each of us will eventually do something really awesome, cuz He had planned everything our for us already. You may not believe in whatever I believe, but just know that you are worth more than you think you are, so treasure yourself, and I promise, really awesome things will happen. :)

And you know you can talk to me whenever, so yup, I'm here waiting for you! :)