And why do we show different sides of ourselves to different people? When all it takes is a matter of time for them to see the "real" us, or rather, the other sides of us?
And most importantly, why do we have conflict with other people who were once one of our closest friends? When all it takes is a simple conversation and a little compromise from both parties to solve the matter?
Oh come on, who am I kidding? Things are not as simple as I think. And I only figured that out a few days ago... And I also figured out, just recently,
How ridiculously naive I can be, especially dealing with human nature.
How simple minded I can be, especially dealing with conflict of the human nature.
How unbelievably stupid I can be, in practically almost everything.
I don't know, I'm just a bystander. That's good cuz I see both sides of the story, and feel different emotions for the different parties who both got hurt. But that's bad too, cuz I don't know what to do. Actually I don't want to do anything, but it just hurts too much to see both parties get hurt.
To them, this is not a small matter. It's a deep cut into their hearts. That matters. And I want to be there for both of them, though they may not come to me for comfort, advice, help, or anything. I just like the feeling of being there for someone, making sure they know that I can be trusted, even if they are not gonna trust me.
Can trust be trusted?
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