So this post may sound a bit like one that I'll write after I break up with someone, but no, it's not. :p
You know how sometimes, you like someone a lot. Like really a lot. It's not necessary a boy-girl thing, but I'm sure we all have certain people whom we really like. Teachers, friends, our idols... And sometimes, you don't find any apparent reason as to why you like them so much... I mean is this what they call fate? Or is it just a one-way feeling?
I don't know, but I really like someone, and I think I tend to be over sensitive. Maybe it's because I really like that person, and therefore want that person to like me more too. But yeah, I know it's not possible. Me liking that person does not necessary mean that she likes me more too...
But I do feel that sometimes, when you are someone's favourite, and you don't know, you don't pay as much attention to that person as that person would have liked. But you know, these are all fantasies. Fantasies that you will happen to be your favourite person's favourite.
So sometimes things happen, and to you, it's so minor that you'll probably forget within a minute, but what you don't know, is that I see it. And it's certainly not the best feeling in the world. It's ok that you don't realise, I mean who am I to demand for your attention and everything? But it just doesn't feel good. To know that your favourite likes someone else better than you. To be honest, I'm jealous, but I don't ever show it. Well at least I hope I don't. But still, I saw it. I saw everything. You just don't know.
You say I have the sweetest smile. Well, I want to tell you that sometimes, it's just a facade.
You say I have the most optimistic mindset. Well, I want to tell you to ask my friends about this. Trust me, they'll tell you a whole different thing.
You say I have the warmest aura. Well, I just want to say, Maybe you don't know me well enough.
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