So I had this really weird dream... I dreamt that all of a sudden, all of you guys were eating in class! And y'all were eating this huge cake, and I don't know why, but it seemed so barbaric. You guys didn't even use cutlery and stuff, you were just biting off from the huge cake itself. And icing and crumbs were dropping everywhere. And then I came in and screamed. I said something like, "Oh My God, what are you people doing? Get out of here right now! And clean up this mess!" I remember I screamed really harshly, and what's more, I didn't feel guilty for scolding you guys at all. All of a sudden, I felt that it was meant to be. I was meant to scream and shout at y'all and make y'all feel like people under my charge. But what?! In reality, that's the last thing I want to make you awesome people feel.
Ok and that's not all. I thought that the dream was reality, and thought that I woke up in school, and thought that I asked one of you, "did I just shout at y'all?" And you said, "duh... Why suddenly so fierce?" And I thought that the whole nightmare was reality and I got so freaked out and woke up. Like in reality this time.
God I don't know what happened. I don't even know why I had the dream. I don't want to know all of this.
You know, people always say, you never know where your dreams come from... Maybe there's a land out there, where all your dreams get created, and another land out there, where all your dreams get forgotten. Maybe in heaven, there's a department where some of God's most intelligent angels create our dreams, trying to tell us something. But somehow, we human beings just don't get it, and can't unpack the message of these dreams. Maybe that's how we sometimes fail to make the right decisions... But isn't that part and parcel of life? Making wrong choices and learning from them?
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