With each passing day
You've come so far
Don't throw it away
Live believing
Dreams are for weaving
Wonders are waiting to start
Live your story
Faith, hope and glory
Hold to the truth in your heart
First and foremost, I just need you to know how happy and proud I am of you. Really. With what's happening with me right now, I know pretty sure I won't be cured -only taken care of-, and you know, seeing you get better makes me so happy. Yes what you have and what I have are like two ends of the spectrum, but because you are someone whom I care for, and whom I believe in, seeing and knowing that you're getting better, and will continue to get even better, makes me feel like I am getting better. And you never know, I may just make a miracle happen! :p
Seriously, I'm proud of you. And yes maybe right now your will to get better is fueled by how you don't want to disappoint the people around you, especially those who care, but I know, and I hope you do to, that eventually, you'll understand that more than not disappointing us, you are getting better for yourself.
Souls in the wind
Must learn how to bend
Seek out a star
Hold on to the end
Valley, mountain
There is a fountain
Washes our tears all away
Words are swaying
Somebody is praying
Please let us come home to stay
You are getting better because you are worth it. I know that, and I know too, that deep inside you, you know that too, or else you wouldn't have fought so hard to get to where you are right now. And maybe it's precisely cuz you know deep inside that you are worth so much more that you don't know how to answer when I ask you why you even bothered to fight to hard to get here.
You are getting better because you are so strong. So much more than you think. (Sorry to have this abrupt interjection but you know Ms Chua wrote this in the card that y'all so sweetly prepared for me, she said -I'm giving you special access here cuz I'm quoting her directly and THAT IS AN HONOUR- "I think it was Eleanor Roosevelt who said that 'Women are like tea bags; they don't know how strong they are until they are in hot water'". And then she said something more but yeah, that is as far as the "special access" goes. :P) Since Ms Chua is the wisest angel around, I want to spread her word. You always tell me I'm strong, and even stronger that I even think I am, and yes I'm gonna throw that right back at you. YOU are stronger than you think, why else do you think you can resist all the devils screaming in your head, put on a brave face (literally), and get help? (P.S. I know you've quit coffee, but to pay homage to Ms Chua, in case you need a "pick-me-up", why don't try tea instead? :p)
You are getting better because you deserve life. You deserve everything that you have, and everything that you will have. There will be much tougher things out there, but I know you'll defeat them by hook or by crook. Remember Capricorns? And to be honest, I think there are many people who think they don't deserve to live, and maybe some of them really don't, but I know many of them do. You deserve to live life to the absolute fullest, and find your corner of the universe. I know you've fount it (her) already, but you know, I'm talking about the practical means.
When we are out there in the dark
We'll dream about the sun
In the dark we'll feel the light
Warm our hearts, everyone.
You know, we always find ourselves thinking the same thing, or saying the same thing, or doing the same thing. We always joke to say that "Great minds think alike... Fools do too..." But I think these uncanny coincidences are not coincidences. They are just incidences that Fate puts into place to further emphasise the obvious-we have, are, and always will be here for each other. I don't know if this is overwhelming for you, the idea that two people are meant for each other other than in the romantic way, but it is to me. Knowing that someone, not your kin, is here for you forever and always, is so powerful I can't even fully grasp the idea.
If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
As high as souls can fly
The clouds roll by
For you and I
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