This Week

Alright so this week was really bad, but in the bad, there was so much good. So if you don't mind, actually even if you mind I'll do this anyways, I shall just summarise this week in one blog post.

Monday

Doctor's appointment at hospital. Bad news. Blood condition. To school.
Keep it together, you're gonna be just fine... 
In school. Crying like a mad woman.
Control  yourself. Ms Chua is right here, don't embarrass yourself, don't show her you're a weakling. 
Still crying.

Tuesday

Better, still worried. Ms Chua's medical appointment. Thank God at least she's fine.
Hospital again at night. Heart And Blood Condition. Medically Unfit. Need a specialist. No camps.
Cried again.
When am I gonna to die... 

Wednesday 

Told teachers. Teachers told more teachers.
Everyone seems to be breaking down. Or maybe it's just me.
Now, you're gonna be strong and happy and you'll be just fine. One day, you'll die, when you're old and happy, in a warm bed with the people you love all around you. One day, you'll die. Not today, or tomorrow, not anytime soon. So get it together, it's no big deal. 

Thursday

Pre-Valentines! :) LOADS of sugar! (Sweets, Brownies, Chocolates, Starbucks!) EVEN MORE LOADS of love!!!! More crying, but happy tears now. :) A HUGE thank you to all who have contributed to the tears! (Basically everyone I know)
Now that's the way it's supposed to be! People here are gonna stick with you, right beside you. So keep smiling, and life will smile back! 

Friday 

Stay home. Rest Well. Catch Up.
You can do it. You will do it.