A little push

Today, I found something to actually look forward to after our gross encounter with the EOYs. And you know what, maybe it's hard to believe that such a tiny thing can light up my life, but seriously, when I found out that our play was selected, you don't know how happy I was. You really don't.

I mean all of us put in so much into this production, and we didn't even have rehearsals without our script, and yet we just braced ourselves and fought on. Well you know, I think you guys are right. While I'm panicking about our lack of practice, you guys were cool about it, and I know that it is definitely not because y'all don't care. I know that you all care, but the fact that you guys could be so zen just amazes me. And that is precisely why I love our group so much. Y'all are so calm and collected, which really make up for my anxiety and stress.

So with something else to look forward to after the last battle, I think now I've got slightly more motivation to hang in there and keep pushing myself.

Yes. I will do that. I will work hard to get what I want. And mind you, what I want is not perfect grades. I just want to know that I did my absolute best.