It's Time

Today is one of those days, one of those days that I just want to give up. But today, something is different. I don't just want to give up. I gave up.

Last night I was still working out today's work plan, motivating myself to push harder for this last lap.

Well that was last night.

It's a different day today. It's a new start again. And I'm a different person from yesterday.

I don't want to push hard any more.

I don't want to hang in there any more.

I don't want to have the dream of doing well any more.

You know what? Maybe it's time for me to give up. Maybe it's time for me to stop fantasising about being able to challenge my limits and get through this. Maybe it's time for me to surrender to this cruel world.