Wednesday, 25 September 2013

Hold On, Pain Ends


So previously I had this burning anger in me, cuz I just don't understand why I'm even on this planet, in this life... But now, I think I feel better. And I think a huge part of this change should be credited to the many awesome people that I've been talking to. I think great friends really matter. And they are really important. 

I think I see it now. Since my life is like that as of now, with the many assessments and exams, maybe I should be kind to myself and let it go. Honestly, all this dead weight inside me is pulling me down emotionally, physically, mentally, whatever. But thinking about it, it was my choice to hold on to these useless things and let them pull me down. So maybe now, I should just see the bright side of things, like you always do, and perhaps then I'll be happier. And you never know, one fine day, I may be saying the exact things that you told me, to someone else who is not letting themselves be themselves. 

Look at the picture. Yes, I will hold on. We've all come so far, it's just not time to give up. There are 13 days of crap, but I know these days of pain, tears, anger and stress will all be worth it. 

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